December 2010
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Anonymous asked: We fell in love after being close friends for so long. I'm out of the country for a year, and we've made it seven months so far. He plans to propose when I return. While this makes my heart sing, five months is such a long wait before I can be in his arms again...
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Anonymous asked: He wanted me from the beginning. I never wanted to get close to him because I knew he was a player. I heard from a mutual close friend that he wanted a serious relationship, that it was the other girls who fucked him over and that he wasnt the one who played girls. I finally fell for him. Things were great between us until I confronted him about if he was actually serious or not. Commitment held...
Anonymous asked: i like him so much. But i cant help but to admire him from a far. so many girls confide in me about how much they like him. I don't know how to tell him how much i like him. I hoping that he has the same feelings towards me and not the others.
Anonymous asked: As much as I love and have loved him...for as long as I have been trying to give him everything and show him how much he matters....he has pulled away. He wont be mine, he wont hold my hand, kiss me in the street, walk with me when its dark and I'm afraid. However, he says he loves me, takes me out, kisses me under the covers and knows every inch of my skin.
Anonymous asked: I have been dating my boyfriend for 4 years. yet not a day goes by that i don't think of my ex. I love my boyfriend more then anything in the world and wouldn't give up our relationship for anything. but i feel so empty with out my ex, it feels like my heart is torn in two. how is it possible to be so madly in love with two different men? does this make me a bad person?
Anonymous asked: I have been dating my boyfriend for 4 years. yet not a day goes by that i don't think of my ex. I love my boyfriend more then anything in the world and wouldn't give up our relationship for anything. but i feel so empty with out my ex, it feels like my heart is torn in two. how is it possible to be so madly in love with two different men? does this make me a bad person?
Anonymous asked: I planned this perfect future for myself. This future included the girl of my dreams. She was my beacon of hope. Being with her would have been the happiest thing that had ever happened to me. I thought I was in love with her, despite that I hardly knew her. One day she comes up to me and tells me that I'd never be happy, and both my dreams and hopes are burst into flames.
Anonymous asked: I planned this perfect future for myself. This future included the girl of my dreams. She was my beacon of hope. Being with her would have been the happiest thing that had ever happened to me. I thought I was in love with her, despite that I hardly knew her. One day she comes up to me and tells me that I'd never be happy, and both my dreams and hopes are burst into flames.
Anonymous asked: I love your blog & follow you, but since I'm leaving the address for my personal writing, I'd rather stay anon. You write beautifully. The address below is for a tumblr where I collect thoughts pertaining mostly to one boy (there are about two exceptions, and there aren't many posts). But hopefully there will be something there that you can use. Hopefully you can put what I...
Anonymous asked: I'm in love with my best friend, he's an older brother in a way. I know I shouldn't put any effort in to loving someone incapable of loving me back, but he lets on nuances that raise suspicion. I don't want to tell him, or for him to find out. Ever. But loving him from a distance is killing me.
Anonymous asked: I've always wanted to meet my birth father. he might be potentially dangerous to me. i don't even care. i don't look much like mum, i needa have some sorta resemblance. but what if he's disapointed? i have a billion fears with this.
^Hope this is enough for a poem.....
^Hope this is enough for a poem.....
Anonymous asked: The girl I love, my first love, moved about 3000 miles away over the summer. We're not a couple anymore but we're "exclusive." I wish she never moved.
Anonymous asked: The girl I love, my first love, moved about 3000 miles away over the summer. We're not a couple anymore but we're "exclusive." I wish she never moved.
Anonymous asked: I really like him, he says he really likes me too. After a month of being together, I dumped him. He left to Jamaica for two months & we didn't talk. When he came back, he was calling & texting me telling me he missed me & wants to see me & that I'm still his baby. He asked if I was talking to anybody, I said no. I asked him the same question in return & he said he...
Anonymous asked: We were young and in love. But now he hates me and won't even look my way. I don't know why, or why I even try to understand. It's like being with me wasn't good enough anymore. Now all he has is his whore.
Anonymous asked: We were young and in love. But now he hates me and won't even look my way. I don't know why, or why I even try to understand. It's like being with me wasn't good enough anymore. Now all he has is his whore.
Anonymous asked: We sift through dreams, picking the best from the lot. You chose one of immortatlity and wealth and I chose a mortal life, filled with pain and anguish. I died a better man, full of understanding and beauty, waiting for my Doctor in the blue box. You, you will never pass, you will always be and unlike I, shall never know the cold, boundless, infinite, peaceful, blissful moment, found only in the...
satangivesusdrugs asked: Okay, so I still really like this one guy, but I fucked up our relationship terribly, and he's moved on with another girl, and I miss him so much.
And I'm starting to fool around with a guy I really shouldn't be, but I just want to feel like *somebody* wants me back.
And I'm starting to fool around with a guy I really shouldn't be, but I just want to feel like *somebody* wants me back.
Anonymous asked: We sift through dreams, picking the best from the lot. You chose one of immortatlity and wealth and I chose a mortal life, filled with pain and anguish. I died a better man, full of understanding and beauty, waiting for my Doctor in the blue box. You, you will never pass, you will always be and unlike I, shall never know the cold, boundless, infinite, peaceful, blissful moment, found only in the...
misusedwords asked: He took her by the hand
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misusedwords asked: He took her by the hand
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Anonymous asked: We care for one another and we deeply love each other but it is getting near that soon he needs to leave our love story and travel to his world of reality just to earn bigger money.
Anonymous asked: We care for one another and we deeply love each other but it is getting near that soon he needs to leave our love story and travel to his world of reality just to earn bigger money.
Anonymous asked: Everyone hates me. They all spend their time plotting against me as I sit here and cower from their spite. I'm just a normal person, for the most part. They just dislike me for my extra perceptions of reality. They wish they could hear people think. They wish that they could know how people are feeling without even looking. So instead of admiring my abilities they try to control them. But...
Anonymous asked: you made up a large part of my world.
i wept for you every night
under my sheets, curled
for us, i would fight
but you let it unfurl
a friendship so tight
lost. what happened, girl?
i wept for you every night
under my sheets, curled
for us, i would fight
but you let it unfurl
a friendship so tight
lost. what happened, girl?
Anonymous asked: would you mind writing a small piece for me like you did below? i've tried but my writing ability has really deteriorated. a best-friendship falling into pieces. i gave it my all when we were together, i still gave it my all even when we couldnt see each other as much as we wanted. we come from two different worlds. shes letting it go, shes letting all of us go despite the fact that she...
Anonymous asked: i was 14, crawling along, defenseless, desperate to find some light in this world.
then she came along and provided that light.
so beautiful and elegant, clever and quick.
she understood me, or rather what made me.
and like stars, together we could blaze through the world.
then she fell in love,
with a boy.
and there i was
feeling disgusted...
then she came along and provided that light.
so beautiful and elegant, clever and quick.
she understood me, or rather what made me.
and like stars, together we could blaze through the world.
then she fell in love,
with a boy.
and there i was
feeling disgusted...
Anonymous asked: i was 14, crawling along, defenseless, desperate to find some light in this world.
then she came along and provided that light.
so beautiful and elegant, clever and quick.
she understood me, or rather what made me.
and like stars, together we could blaze through the world.
then she fell in love,
with a boy.
and there i was
feeling disgusted...
then she came along and provided that light.
so beautiful and elegant, clever and quick.
she understood me, or rather what made me.
and like stars, together we could blaze through the world.
then she fell in love,
with a boy.
and there i was
feeling disgusted...
thetiniestterror asked: Long distance relationship. It's been 2 full years since I last saw him. I've never even kissed him. And it's falling apart. It's falling to pieces, and I can't fix this alone, and he's not helping.
And I don't know what to do anymore. I don't even know what I want.
And I don't know what to do anymore. I don't even know what I want.
thetiniestterror asked: Long distance relationship. It's been 2 full years since I last saw him. I've never even kissed him. And it's falling apart. It's falling to pieces, and I can't fix this alone, and he's not helping.
And I don't know what to do anymore. I don't even know what I want.
And I don't know what to do anymore. I don't even know what I want.
Anonymous asked: I hold it all in, every tear, every breath for him. He doesn't know, but the worse part is that he doesn't want to. We use to laugh together, hold hands in bliss; we made a promise that might now forever be broken into bits, if only I could see his smile aimed at my lips again. A heart is a heart, and time claims to heal, but love is still and always forever.
Anonymous asked: She was my friend,
but then she met him.
I liked him first,
but she got her claws in.
Defeated and disheartened,
I turned to my friend,
'They all leave you, you know.
They all leave in the end.'
but then she met him.
I liked him first,
but she got her claws in.
Defeated and disheartened,
I turned to my friend,
'They all leave you, you know.
They all leave in the end.'
Anonymous asked: She was my friend,
but then she met him.
I liked him first,
but she got her claws in.
Defeated and disheartened,
I turned to my friend,
'They all leave you, you know.
They all leave in the end.'
but then she met him.
I liked him first,
but she got her claws in.
Defeated and disheartened,
I turned to my friend,
'They all leave you, you know.
They all leave in the end.'
Anonymous asked: I have lost myself. I have no idea who I am anymore. I gather different traits from different people until all I am is a mosaic of people who I wish to be. I truly am not me.
Anonymous asked: i don't let anyone know how i feel. i cry myself to sleep avoiding the confrontation that comes with explaining the feelings that i have sealed away in a jar, deep beneath my chest. i feel like pandora, wanting to just open it so i could know what it would be like if everyone knew how i felt. what would happen? where would i go? it isn't normal for me to feel like this, and yet i still...
Anonymous asked: Sometimes I feel so alone around many people. Sometimes I cry without reason. Sometimes I think I should be dead. Sometimes I pretend to be happy. Sometimes I laugh and smile. I'm always so empty inside. Always so empty. Always.
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Dear Readers,
I apologize for my lack of updates once again. I thought that December would be relieving compared to last month, but I was wrong for the most part. Although a few good things have occurred this month, unnecessary drama has reentered it as well. I remember when I used to find solace in writing—that was about two years ago—but these days I fear every word I write, because finding...
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Dear Readers,
I apologize for my lack of updates once again. I thought that December would be relieving compared to last month, but I was wrong for the most part. Although a few good things have occurred this month, unnecessary drama has reentered it as well. I remember when I used to find solace in writing—that was about two years ago—but these days I fear every word I write, because finding...
Anonymous asked: She is now the black swan. The persona of the white swan looms over her; naive, sweet and innocent, but that's her past. She leaves, as a full fledged shadow. Black and appealing, calling out for attention. Goodbye blissful girl.
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her soul carries banal burdens that drag her down
You overlook the possibility that someone else might be suffering more than you are, because you think your life is so much harder than theirs is. You shove words down my throat and accuse me of stating, “My life is hard” when those words have never escaped my mouth or mind. You are a paradigm of pretentiousness, but you don’t even know what that means. You focus only on your own...
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her soul carries banal burdens that drag her down
You overlook the possibility that someone else might be suffering more than you are, because you think your life is so much harder than theirs is. You shove words down my throat and accuse me of stating, “My life is hard” when those words have never escaped my mouth or mind. You are a paradigm of pretentiousness, but you don’t even know what that means. You focus only on your own...
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her heart seeks palpitant vertigo at twelve...
Frozen fatigue fortifies forsaken felicity, fabricating feathery fear. Palpitant vertigo becomes the rhythm my heart seeks at twelve o’clock. You still linger in my atmosphere while I want you to disintegrate with reveries. We exchange pseudonyms so that we can find ways to exasperate each other, as we search for answers our cryptic responses never give us. You are nothing more than a...
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her heart seeks palpitant vertigo at twelve...
Frozen fatigue fortifies forsaken felicity, fabricating feathery fear. Palpitant vertigo becomes the rhythm my heart seeks at twelve o’clock. You still linger in my atmosphere while I want you to disintegrate with reveries. We exchange pseudonyms so that we can find ways to exasperate each other, as we search for answers our cryptic responses never give us. You are nothing more than a...
Anonymous asked: I am glad I could flatter, though my intention was only to soothe. I run from reality as well, it is always so fast on my heels. Thoughts can stretch so far, and yet every time I open my eyes I'm back here again. Sick at heart and prone to daydreams. I hope you find what you are looking for, love. I wish you could tell me what I am looking for myself, for I find it a great mystery. Everything...
Anonymous asked: He terrifies you because he cradles your happiness in his hand. That would be enough to make a person on edge. If he is so wonderful, surely he will see how wonderful you are too.
Anonymous asked: Thoughts. What are they? Musings. Fragments of dialect, whims of emotion. Let me coat your mind with my exhaustion. I have traveled from one end of the world to another in a textbook. I am sipping words as we speak, one by one inserting each phrase through the cracks of my skull into my mind. I want escape and you offer it. You asked for my thoughts, well they are wayward, and a jumble. Maybe too...
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her heart seeks palpitant vertigo at twelve...
Frozen fatigue fortifies forsaken felicity, fabricating feathery fear. Palpitant vertigo becomes the rhythm my heart seeks at twelve o’clock. You still linger in my atmosphere while I want you to disintegrate with reveries. We exchange pseudonyms so that we can find ways to exasperate each other, as we search for answers our cryptic responses never give us. You are nothing more than a faded...